CHAPTER 1
ALBEMARLE COUNTY, 1830
It is difficult to determine on the standard by which the manners of a nation may be tried, whether catholic, or particular. It is more difficult for a native to bring to that standard the manners of his own nation, familiarized to him by habit. There must doubtless be an unhappy influence on the manners of our people produced by the existence of slavery among us.
thomas jefferson, Notes on the State of Virginia, 1790
There was a white man coming up her road, as if God had ordained it and as if he owned the road.
The woman standing in the dark square of the cabin doorway knew that this was the way white men arrived. Anyway, no slave would be driving a carriage unaccompanied. And the only freedmen for miles around were her sons, Madison and Eston. She never thought of herself as free, and now, at fifty-six, with her sons waiting politely for her to die so that they could move West (why was she so stubborn about it?), she was fixed in another time and space, belonging to another epoch, an epoch which had ended for her on the Fourth of July, 1826, four years gone.
The cabin in which she stood was the most beggarly habitation for miles around. The land surrounding it was cotton-exhausted and impossible to work. Yet they worked it, her sons, with a furor and a wrenching desperation, although it was not even theirs. Freed slaves could not own land in Virginia. It was rented; expensive and worthless—eroded, hilly, evil. The cabin leaned into its own decay. Backed as it was against the boundaries of the once-famous plantation of Monti-cello, it too now strangled in its own undergrowth.
The carriage was approaching, the iron wheels grinding against the deep ruts of the ill-kept road. She could see that it was not really a carriage but a buckboard. And what she had thought to be horses were really a very pretty pair of matched beige-and-brown mules, fat and glossy. Her eyes followed the advance of the little buckboard without surprise, as if the event that was to take place had already been explained to her, as if she knew who would be arriving in such splendor at an ex-slave's cabin door.
Actually her eyes were never surprised. They were eyes of a deep amber yellow, mark of a quadroon, which gave her whole face an illusion of transparency. Eyes that were liquid gold in an ivory mask; windows onto banked and mysterious fires that burned day and night, absorbing everything and returning nothing to the surface. The skin was drawn, but smooth. There was no way to tell her age; neither in the lines of her face nor the contours of her body—which was small and low, compact and strong, with that wiry vivacity of congenital thinness. Her head was bound in a white cloth that darkened the skin and set off the pale and beautiful mouth with its two deep dimples on either side. In her ears dangled small ruby earrings, like tiny drops of blood, incongruous next to the faded rough black-linen dress and its black apron. She was still in mourning. Her hands, which were hidden in the folds of her apron, were small, soft, and slender, unmarked by hard labor.
The buckboard had stopped at the bottom of the orchard. The man had gotten out and was making his way up the steep path to her door. As she watched the approaching stranger, her expression changed swiftly from curiosity to anger to apprehension. There were only two reasons for a white man to be coming to the cabin: either he was the census taker from the Albemarle County Courthouse or the sheriff with an eviction notice. Either would ask the same questions: her name, her age, and if she were slave or free. Well, everybody in Albemarle County, every Tidewater family for fifty miles around, knew her name; how many children she had, and by whom; knew too that as a manumitted slave she had no right by law to remain in Virginia—unless she had been granted a special dispensation from the Virginia legislature.
If the census taker, if that's who he was, had any sense at all, he wouldn't have had to come all the way up here in the afternoon heat to ask her what he undoubtedly already knew: if she was Sally Hemings of Monticello.
The slave mistress of Thomas Jefferson had been famous in Albemarle County for as long as he could remember. At least her name was famous. Few people had actually seen her and that was one of the reasons he was making his way slowly up this wretched road: to meet Sally Hemings face to face.
Not one person in a hundred would recognize "Dusky Sally" if they saw her, he concluded. She had seldom left Monticello in all her fifty years there, yet it seemed he had always heard her name. His father had known both her masters, John Wayles, the father, and Thomas Jefferson, the lover. Nathan Langdon, who was indeed the census taker for Albemarle County, smiled grimly. He was home. He was home in Virginia, with its passions, its blood feuds, its pride, its duels, its Southern honor. And glad of it. Even in the few weeks he had been back, the energy and efficiency of his affected Northern manner had disappeared like a lizard's skin. The heat, the languid pace of the tidy, beautiful mules, the lurch of the old-fashioned but elegant buggy, the reins softly caressing the palms of his hands, all gently contributed to make him feel at home. He settled his large frame into the cracked leather of the seat and raised his eyes to the little cabin sitting on the boundary between the wilderness of a ragged pine forest and the southernmost acres of Monticello. As he did he saw a childlike figure standing in the lopsided doorway. A woman. Sally Hemings. It must be. There were no other women out this way.
The shadowed figure in the doorway stood stock-still. Why was it that she could never control the dread and panic she felt at the approach of a white man? Any white man. A familiar uneasiness settled in her stomach. There had been only one white man she had ever welcomed. And he was dead and buried behind this cabin on his little mountain.
At least Madison and Eston were not home. If there was trouble, she preferred to face it alone. Facing down an angry white man was a black woman's job, not a black man's unless he was prepared to die. But then this man just might be the census taker Madison had spoken about the other day.
She felt a strange calm. The sheriff would have an eviction notice, if he had anything, and a writ to run them out of the State of Virginia— which would suit her sons just fine, if they could leave peaceably.
Sally Hemings knew her presence in Virginia and that of her sons depended on the will and whim of her niece, Martha Jefferson Randolph. It was Martha who had manumitted her, and it was Martha who had persuaded her friends in the legislature to allow her to stay. Her life here depended on Martha, and Martha depended on her silence. Both had their reasons. So be it. They both had reasons to keep silent— reasons that would die with them. It was against the law for a freed slave to remain in Virginia more than a year and a day from the date of emancipation. The slave risked being sold back into slavery.
But she would die in Virginia, at Monticello, God willing, and not in some desert scalped by wild Indians. Madison and Eston were young and healthy. The West was their only chance; but she would finish her days here. Her sons would simply have to wait. It wouldn't be all that long.
The white man was approaching on foot. Weaving in and out of her apple orchards, the sun to his back. The pretty mules, shimmering in the heat, were stopped quietly at the bottom of the pathway. Sally Hemings heard the flutter of her chickens at roost in their pen, and felt the sun on her eyelids as she closed them against the glare.
Nathan Langdon had practically forgotten his fascination with Sally Hemings as he made his way toward the cabin. The strange destiny of Sally Hemings seemed less urgent to ponder than his own future, now that he was back.
His job as census taker would last only through the summer. He had to do it while helping to run Broadhurst. He was the heir now; his older brother, his father's favorite, was dead, a hole blown through him at point-blank range. His father was grief-stricken, unable to take even the most meager duties on his shoulders.
There had been relief and gratitude when he had announced that he would stay at home and marry. Esmeralda Wilks was rich and temperamental, and she had let him know in no uncertain terms that she was tired of waiting. It was her family who had gotten him his temporary job as census taker until he could finish his studies and pass his bar examinations. He had thought about politics as well; but not only was he too "radical" for this county, he would also be in competition with his brothers and brothers-in-law. Still, he could consider this appointment as a first "political" step to bigger and better things. He would apprentice himself to Judge Miner in Charlottesville, see more of Esmeralda, comfort his father, and run Broadhurst. At least he was rid of the necessity of forever explaining himself, his family, and his state— to say nothing of the entire South—to Northern friends, acquaintances, and reformers. One thing he never wanted to explain again was the Institution of Slavery. He could give a lecture, in his sleep, on this subject. He never again intended to endure Northerners and their impertinent questions, the sententiousness of their comments, the insulting familiarity of the exchanges.
He had managed, after years of arguments, to convince his closest Northern friends that a Virginian did not automatically own "thousands of slaves," and that he did not starve and beat the ones he had; that Negroes bred in nine months like everybody else, and that neither he nor his servants had tails, two heads, indolent or oversexed dispositions.
He always felt a general outrage that these ignoramuses could so presume on his private life and that of his kin and his native territory. Sooner or later their curiosity would get the better of their manners, and they apparently found it quite natural to ask the most unwarranted and intimate questions of a total stranger, one they considered the "expert" Southerner. They would never dream of asking such questions of their own family or class. Owning Negroes seemed to them to be a license for all kinds of forwardness.
What's more, they never seemed to be satisfied. There had always been "just one thing more I wanted to ask you." And these Northerners, he thought furiously, had been his friends. The well-bred and aristocratic sons of gentlemen and capitalists. Yet their greed for information about the South, and their fascination with slavery, knew no bounds. What had fascinated them most, especially the ladies, was not the economics, the humanity, or the Christianity of the Institution, but sex. Langdon's mouth tightened in exasperation. The only thing they really wanted to know about was the sex life of the Southern aristocrat and his slaves. They had all heard of the thousands of New Orleans octoroons, the dashing Washington mulattoes, the plantation quadroons, sometimes sired by the sons' fathers, and overseers of slave-owning families. Cross-breeding was something one didn't discuss in polite society. One didn't discuss it at all, even in the intimacy of one's private journal. It was something one relegated to that corner of the mind reserved for incest, insanity, epilepsy, suicide, and sodomy; it was sordid and unthinkable. He had never been able to explain to these morose Northerners the particular combination of cruelty and affection, detachment and possessiveness that made up the relationship between master and servant, a relationship all the more complex and intense if they were blood kin. How could he ever explain it to them? True, white men had begot and freed sons, even daughters, but the basic rule of this charged and intimate correspondence was that there was a superior and an inferior race, and to intermingle them was an error against God, Nature, and Society. No matter how many mulattoes, quadroons, octoroons, metis issued from lust or passion. He also knew that freed slaves were not allowed to remain in Virginia. Why were the Hemingses so privileged? Who had petitioned the Virginia Legislature for special permission for them to stay? And why? Or did they remain without official permission? How was it possible that, at the pinnacle of his power, Thomas Jefferson had chosen a slave when he could have chosen any white woman alive!
His heavy shoulders moved uncomfortably in the loose woolen jacket. He was not dressed for the heat. His thoughts had taken him far away, so that he was startled to find himself looking at the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, a woman old enough and fair enough to be his mother. It can't be, he thought wildly, unnerved by her physical beauty.
The woman was indeed beautiful. The face was unlined, the gaze fragile but unyielding. The eyes were almost emerald in the bluish shadow. The mouth was soft and childish in its contours, and vain. The body was well proportioned. She had removed the white cloth and her hair seemed to glow like a silk cap, the braid coiled around her head breaking into planes of light.
No sound came from the dark recess, and Nathan Langdon struggled to find a way of addressing this woman. How did one address a creature who did not exist, who was the negation of everything he had been taught to believe? There were no white slaves. There could be no white ex-slaves. There were no women who looked like this, who lived in a Negro cabin at the end of a dusty, weed-choked footpath out of time and memory, who had been loved by a great man who had never freed her. The smell of poverty and cooking hung in the interior. The woman's dress and apron were of poor-quality black linen, faded to gray and without trimmings. A window in the room let in the afternoon light, silhouetting this figure who neither moved nor spoke.
Finally, he said, "You are? ..."
"Sally Hemings." The voice was crisp and clear. "Are you the census taker for the county my son spoke of?"
"Yes, Ma'am. Nathan Langdon, at your service."
The simplest words seemed to explode into the atmosphere. Langdon caught his breath as the woman emerged gently from the shadow of the room into the light. In the brightness, her eyes assumed their true color, fringed with thick black lashes and by heavy eyebrows. The nose was slightly flared, the cheekbones abnormally high, the eyes wide-spaced. There were streaks of gray in the fine black hair, which, if loosened, would doubtless have reached her waist.
"You live here with your sons Eston and Madison?"
"Yes."
"Ages?"
"Mine?"
"Yours first, Ma'am, then your sons'."
"Fifty-six. My son Eston is twenty-two and Madison is twenty-five."
"All born in Albemarle County?"
"At Monticello."
"You are manumitted slaves, are you not? Do you have a special dispensation to remain in Virginia?"
"Yes."
"Former slaves of Martha Jefferson Randolph?"
"Of Thomas Jefferson. My sons were freed by his will in 1826."
"And you?"
"The same year."
"This cabin and land, the property of?"
"Cornelius Stooker of Charlottesville."
"Land?"
"Twelve acres."
"Yearly rent?"
"Two bales of cotton and seven bushels of corn."
"The professions of your sons?"
"Musicians ..."
Nathan Langdon raised his eyebrows. "They farm the land as well?"
"Yes."
"No other adults living here?"
"No."
"Total?"
"Total?"
"That is, there are three adults and no children in residence, am I correct?"
"Yes, that's right."
"Other members of your family not living at home?"
"What?"
"You have other children, do you not?"
"They are listed as runaways in the Monticello Farm Book."
"How many?"
"Two—three."
"Three runaways?"
"Three."
"Five children in all?"
"Seven."
"Two deceased?"
"Yes."
"Are your sons at home?"
Sally Hemings hesitated. She was alone in the house and unprotected.
"They will be coming home shortly."
"Where are they?"
"At the university."
"Can they read?"
"Yes."
"Can you read?"
"Yes."
"Vote?" The question had come automatically to his lips. Now there was an embarrassed silence. Of course they couldn't vote. They weren't even supposed to know how to read and write. It was against the law. But then they were freed now, and there was no law saying freed slaves could not read and write. Or was there? He covered himself as best he could.
"Uh ... property?" He flushed deeply. He was questioning her as if she were white. As if her sons were white farmers and musicians.
"Would you like a drink?" she asked suddenly. "Ginger beer, perhaps?"
"Thank you, Ma'am."
"Wait here. No. Come inside out of the sun. You have no hat on. It is finished, no?"
The strange involution of the sentence startled him. There was something foreign about her speech, as if she were thinking in a different language. It had no tremor of old age, but was delicious and young.
Nathan Langdon had to stoop to enter the somber cabin; quickly he took in the room. It was the most disconcerting interior he had ever seen. He had been in many slave and ex-slave cabins in the past weeks, so that he was not surprised by the simple handmade benches and tables, the rough plank floor, the whitewashed clay walls, the bits and pieces of hand-me-downs, broken, and repaired finery from the Big House, but as his stunned gaze took in the delicate cherrywood pianoforte, an exquisite onyx-and-bronze pendulum clock ticking away over the finely carved wooden chimney, the elegant dark-green leather chest with its brass fitting gleaming dully in the gloom, the French armchair, a huge ornate and gilded mirror, and, strangest of all, a French flag, a musket on which hung what looked like a small effigy or doll. He felt he had walked into the inner sanctum of some desperate and overwhelming mystery.
There was a large bouquet of fresh flowers, and on the floor lay a piece of black cloth, crumpled, as if discarded. In this incongruous setting, the light silhouetted the woman, and the effect was so intimate, so seductive, that Nathan Langdon instinctively took a step backward. As he did, his head almost hit the low doorframe, and Sally Hemings, in an unconscious, protective gesture, stepped forward.
"Please sit down."
"Thank you, Ma'am."
Even this invitation, so noncommittal, made Nathan blush. "Your mules need water?"
"Why, I'd be much obliged." Langdon fell into the Southern formula for politeness. He had hardly used that term since his return. As Sally Hemings turned away from him, Langdon had the distinct impression that he recognized her; he knew he had seen this woman turn in that same way before. But where? He had lived four years in Massachusetts. It was five years since he had been in Charlottesville.
"But don't bother.... They'll be heading home now ... this is my last visit."
Langdon had risen from his chair and followed her to the door, but she had already turned and was out of the cabin to fetch the water. Again, the same acute sense of recognition came back to him as the slender back disappeared into a shaded area not far from the house, where he supposed there was a well or a spring.
When she returned, she was carrying two buckets of water.
"You can take these down to those pretty mules of yours. If you'll be so kind as to leave the pails at the bend, my son Eston will see them and pick them up when he returns from work."
"I'm much obliged. Thank you. I'm sorry I missed seeing your sons, Ma'am."
"You must know them by sight. Pretty much everybody in town knows who they are. They work around the university."
"It's been a long time since I've been home. You see, I just arrived from the North not too long ago. I don't know much of what has been going on for the past four or five years ... but now I'm staying to help my family."
"Oh, you a lawyer? You look like one."
"Not exactly yet, but shortly. I intend to finish my studies this year at the university. I've already spent four years studying up at Harvard."
"Many of those brick buildings—and the carpentry and windows and metal work—they were done by my brothers, Robert Hemings and John Hemings, for Master Jefferson when he started to build his school. Now Madison and Eston do a lot of repairing and additions, since they are the most familiar with the original work. You see..."
Her voice floated like silk scarves, sweeping and billowing the simple everyday language into a honeyed intimacy. He wondered whether she was, by nature, a talkative woman. Certainly many of his visits to the isolated farmhouses in Albemarle County had ended in long bouts of conversations with lonely farm women. Yes, he sensed a loneliness, a sadness here. Charmed, Langdon kept her talking, adding little bits of gossip he had picked up in town, explaining himself and his family to her (something he had done so often at Harvard it was by now second nature). He realized she knew a great deal about what went on in Tidewater. He had always remarked that the Negroes had a wonderful art of communicating among themselves. Information and gossip would run several hundred miles in a week; but where had she learned the art of conversation that would do justice to a lady in these backwoods?
They spoke late into the afternoon, the fair, blue-eyed youth and his mysterious hostess. He, with his feet planted solidly on the floor, hunched forward in his seat, elbows on knees, his large hands folded loosely in front of him. She, also leaning away from her chair, swayed slightly with the conversation, or suddenly propelled herself backward as her girlish laughter responded to some amusing tidbit of gossip. She knew everything and everybody, despite the fact she hadn't been near the town in years.
The lovely face glowed with the pleasure of unaccustomed male company. The pretty hands gesticulated, folded and unfolded, or moved to fondle a large oval locket that hung on a velvet ribbon around her neck—her only adornment except for the ruby earrings—but obviously a valuable and beautifully executed jewel.
Surely I'll have leave to come again after such a long conversation, thought Langdon. He tried to find more anecdotes and gossip to please her. Never in all his drawing-room experiences had he striven so hard to entertain a woman. When she laughed he was hopelessly flattered. Would her sons appear? Langdon wondered. He wanted to see what they looked like. Madison and Eston Hemings. Their names brought the reality of the outside world back to him. The pails of water stood like sentinels on each side of the door, unattended.
Piedmont, like the rest of Virginia, was caught up in the political and racial torment of the times, Nathan mused. Already, the distant thunder of the coming conflict could be heard if one cared to listen. Virginia had tightened its slave laws the past years, measures which invariably affected the freedmen as well. The large cities in the South, including Charlottesville and Richmond, were armed camps. There was the scent of violence in the air, and families were already divided on the slave issue. Tensions were high, and repressions against the black population had increased tenfold. It had been deemed a crime since 1814 to teach a slave to read. There were curfews as well as passports and grade-shotted cannon for those who didn't respect it. There were kidnappings and lynchings, and daily public whippings for even accidental infractions.
In this year alone more than seventeen resolutions concerning slavery had been introduced and debated in the House of Burgesses. The spread of slavery was fiercely fought state by state, territory by territory. A sinister stillness had taken hold of the soft, low-lying countryside from Williamsburg to Richmond. Wrapped in an unnatural suffocating calm, the elements seemed to be waiting for some sign.
Langdon finally gave up waiting for Eston and Madison. As the shadows lengthened, Sally Hemings gracefully brought the conversation to an end, and, before he knew it, he was out of the cabin and on his way down the footpath toward his buckboard and thirsty mules.
The census taker had spent all afternoon in her cabin. How strange, she thought, he had spoken to her as if she had been a white woman. She watched him disappear and reappear among her apple trees as he made his way toward his buggy carrying the two pails of water. She saw the tall figure emerge at the bend beyond the orchard, approach his mule team, and water them. Then he set down the pails and got into his buggy. She expected him to drive away, but he sat there for a long while. She watched him as the sun got lower in the sky and the silence broke with the beginnings of night sounds. Still he did not move. Maybe he's waiting for the boys. Maybe he has questions to ask Eston as the head of the family. But what could they be? Nobody was interested in their lives. A few dates in a Farm Book, a price in an account book, a bill of sale, a number in the ledgers of a census taker. No more. At least no more than she was telling.
Her silence was what had kept her alive and sane in this world where everything had been taken from her except these last two sons. And even they knew little about her life. Slaves revealed as little as possible about their origin and background to their children. It was an old trick. Not to speak was not to put into words the hopelessness of having no future and no past. But now, her sons had that future. It was only she who had none. And the past... what did she really feel about the past?
Sally Hemings continued to watch the census taker as he sat motionless in his wagon. Why could he not bring himself to drive away?
Nathan Langdon had descended the steep footpath leading away from the Hemings' cabin. He had felt the woman's eyes on him, felt the backward pull of her silence and her peculiar sadness. He could not rid himself of the feeling that once, before today, somewhere, he had seen her. He acknowledged an eerie recognition in their meeting. He smiled. Fate? Reincarnation? How many nights at Harvard had he spent discussing just such nonsense. He was an atheist, like Jefferson. No God could have a hand in anyone's affairs on this earth, for if He did, how could He make such a mess of things?
Monticello, he thought. It had to be Monticello. He had been in the mansion only once in his life, as a student when Jefferson was already a very old man. It must have been in '25, before he had left for Boston. A cousin of his had invited him to sit in the presence of the great man at dinner.
The memory was still vivid. The straight, thin, enormously tall man with the burning eyes and thick white hair, was pale and still freckled, though age had given his face a delicate transparency, and the famous voice had turned edgy and slightly petulant. Thomas Jefferson had dominated the dinner and the company of younger men with vast and brilliant monologues, virtuoso pieces almost like music, which were occasionally interrupted by sullen and inexplicable silences when his thoughts seemed to be elsewhere. But his rejoinders were always precise and to the point. He dearly loved a metaphor, an elegantly turned phrase, and had a genius for storytelling. People around the table spoke a little louder than normal, as is often the case with old people, but, so far as he knew, there had been nothing wrong with Jefferson's hearing or any of his faculties. Even then, at eighty, Thomas Jefferson was known to ride twenty or thirty miles a day. He, Langdon, had sat awed and silent while the conversation had ranged from the tobacco crop to Italian and French wines; the annexation of Cuba; the Monroe Doctrine; the Second Missouri Compromise; and the raging political struggle over the extension of slavery in Illinois.
At the end of the meal, over which his daughter Martha Randolph had presided, Jefferson had been taken with malaise, Langdon remembered. He had floundered in midsentence, gagged, and turned pale, then abruptly pushed back his chair, almost tipping it over. His daughter had quickly taken charge, and, with the help of one of the guests had led the old man from the table. As the company milled around the dining room, Langdon had glimpsed Jefferson being handed over to another woman, who had led him away. Sally Hemings? The small figure had been dwarfed by him; the small sleek head had not reached the stooped shoulders of the fainting man. He remembered, too, a fleeting glimpse of a coiled braid.
The picture was so sharp; it startled Langdon out of his reverie. He leaned down and absently stroked the warm living flesh of his mules, as if to bring himself back to the present. Then he got out his ledgers. He "knew" everyone in Albemarle County—by sex, age, religion, and occupation; by property, political party, race, and condition of servitude. But the two people he thought about at the moment didn't figure on his list.
One had been rich, famous, powerful, covered with honors, and years in the greatest office of the land, respected and loved. He was dead and buried. A permanent fixture in American history. The other had been a slave. A woman despised for her color and her caste; and yet still alive, and so had to be counted.
He opened to a new page in his ledger. If Sally Hemings was who and what people said she was, then Thomas Jefferson had broken the law of Virginia. A law punishable by fine and imprisonment. And he, Langdon, was an official of the United States government and a Virginian. He hesitated for a moment and then wrote:
Eston Hemings, Male, 22. Head of Family. Occupation: Musician. Race: White
Madison Hemings, Male 25. Occupation: Carpenter. Race: White.
Sally Hemings, Female, between 50 and 60. Without occupation. Race: White.
Whatever he thought of Thomas Jefferson, author of the Declaration of Independence, third president of the United States, there was one thing he, Nathan Langdon, was determined that Thomas Jefferson would not be guilty of: the crime of miscegenation.